Just thought I’d give you guys an idea of what’s going on in my life at the moment.
My horoscope for this year supposedly means 2007 will be great for me, and I really hope it’s true. At the moment I’m dealing with so many battles, and I struggle to make it through every day. I am literally taking things an hour at a time, as the depression can hit really hard, and I’m not as strong as I used to be. This is by far the hardest time of my life, and one of the few things that’s keeping me going is the thought that I can make it through this. My main problem now is that although a lot of my major issues have been resolved, one of the most important ones is still hurting me a lot. There is one person out there who had been special to me before this time, and it hurts me a lot that we don’t have the relationship that we did have, and that we can’t get on as friends. It makes me want to quit university, home etc. and move. But I don’t think that person would consider seeing me. And I have now realised that I get bouts of extreme depression for very little reason or no reason at all. So I know there’s something seriously wrong with me. I’m ashamed that I haven’t been able to cope with any of this stuff as well as I thought I could.

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Aw… I hope you are ok… Though judging by this blog your evidently not =(
I hope your problem with this person will be sorted out too..
I hope you’ll be better soon
Happy new year!
*hugs* I hope you’re ok, Jenni! *hugs*
I know how life can get tough in an instance… *sigh*… But hang in there, and it’ll pass, Jenni.
Aww!! I know EXACTLY what you mean about that one special person! Yeah, the same thing is going on with me, and I’m not sure if we’ll even be friends in the end or not… *sigh*, life sucks… But we’ll make it through… *hugs*
Take care, Jenni, and I really do hope that this year will be better for the both of us!!
I’m glad to hear that at least most of your problems have resolved themselves, but I hope they continue to work out. I’m sure you’ll get through it ok.
sorry to hear you’ve been going through a hard time – I battled a secret depression for nearly two years when i was a teenager and thought i’d end up in an institution but I worked through it and am happier now than I ever have been before – so things can turn around and be better again, find something good in your life and focus on it, it’ll help you through – it worked with me anyway
I don’t think there’s something seriously wrong with you, a lot of people suffer from depression, sometimes just once or a while or or all the time. I’m bipolar so I’m pretty screwed up, and I’m having a hard time of things myself at this time, so I understand. It’s a new year though, maybe things will be get better for us all.
Hope you feel better.
Hey Jenni, sorry to hear about whats going on. Please remember that you are able to come out on top of this. Obviously life can be hard, but don’t give up. Time will help. You’re an intelligent woman. I adore your site.
I hope 2007 brings you alot of happiness and love.
Goodluck!.
First time dropping a note here but hope you don’t mind my meddling.
A new year is a time for you to start afresh. Try to throw away your worries and find something good for you to focus on or spend time talking to others. I believe things will be solved by themselves. If you really find this unbearable, pick a day and just cry, that’s what I did.
I hope that you will be able to freshen up, get better soon and bring us good news in your next update.
Happy New Year Jenni. My year is not going too well either. One of my friends died and I am dealing through school and stuff. I really hope things will work out for you.