I could write a book about everything that’s happened over the last month.
My relatively happy life has been transformed into a tangled mess of crap and shit.
All I can say is – there are some people who I shouldn’t have trusted. There have also been some amazing people out there – they know who they are – who have done nothing but support me and tell me they love me and listen to me moaning at all times of the day and night. To those people: thank you. I will never forget what you did and are doing for me. You are the people who help me through the struggle of getting up in the morning, trying to get on with my life as every day gets progressively worse. Bizarrely, these are often surprising people. People who I haven’t necessarily been close to before. As well as Tom and Hannah, who I’m confident will always be there for me…And Richard and Tabi, who are amazing, beautiful people and deserve to be as happy as I am depressed right now.
I have times where I try to fight it, and I have times where I want to give up. I’m taking things an hour at a time. I am trying to think of it as, every time another bad thing happens, I am closer to a good thing. But it’s hard.
Thanks to all the people online who have left lovely supportive comments, and those at Starshine too. You guys are so good to me…
I guess there are some people out there who are dying to know more. If you don’t know the address of my Vox blog, send me a message on MSN and I will give you the URL.
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I don’t know whats been going on but I just wanted to say hang in there
*hugs* Jenni, I really do hope everything’s ok with you… *hugs* I don’t have you on MSN yet… Maybe I’ll add you soon so that I can ask you for your Vox blog… I’d like to know more about this…
=( Wow… I don’t know what to say, but like Mary said, hang in there! Look to the bright side to things. There is always one. You can get through this ^^
I hope you’ll feel better sometime soon
Too bad that some people can’t be trusted =(
I don’t really know what to write, but please know that we are here to support you
I know about the trust issues. I have been there so many times, it’s hard to trust just anyone anymore. Just forget about them and focus on the future, how awesome you are, and how much of losers they are. Come on, only trash treat people like that right?
Though it’s hard, taking things one thing at a time is the best. I admire your bravery and I hope things will turn around for you.
Aww hun *hugs* I hope you feel better soon
have a great christmas
I’m sorry about the tangled mess of crap and shit…thats bad…but stay strong, you’ll get through it.
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Hi Jenni! I love your website!!!
~hugs~ Carolyn
I’ve been through some tough times recently, but I’m beginning to work my way out. I’m sure it will all have a very happy ending!